Did I know?

Did I know you were there?
Did I know what you ponder?
Did I know what you see?
Did I know what you feel?
Did I know what you yearn?
Did I know what you give?
Did I know what you have?
Little did I know I'd crave,
The one thing I know
I can never have....You.

amused...

Gently I tread away.
Quickly he follows suit.
Ignoring him would be bliss.
Taunting me was his wish.
Not interested was what I thought.
Why don't you talk?
Was his quip.
What do I offer you?
I retort quietly.
A messenger tells,
You need to seek and not hide.
I am just afraid its another deadend.
On my road to find the one.
Why don't I take a chance,
Even if it just means friendship.
I just can't seem to fathom that.
As I feel I'd fall deeper.
Now silence ensues with him.
Not a drop of sound around.
I bemuse the distance I laid,
Only to be amused
At the caricature I call love.